I can't realistically go through retail hell again. I can't mentally handle what handling customers does to me. It drives me insane. All the world wants is retail, customer service, jobs where sitting isn't allow. When does it stop? How long is it going to take to get my covered desk job?

I feel like I always want to be featured in the play of the match, but it’s always the worst possible example of how to be calm because it’s always so stressful to do if it does end up being featured.

I don't know what to do anymore. It just feels like nothing I do is right at this job. And constantly feeling under appreciated has only made me feel worse. I feel like I've lost the creative edge I used to have after accepting this job a couple of years back. My manager tried to give me pep talk yesterday, but I still don't feel good about any of this anymore.

I tried calling the suicide hotline and the girl told me to go to one my loved ones. If I had someone to talk to I wouldn’t haven’t called

Hello I’m a 62 male individual. I’m looking for a kitchen job since I was a Chef before I started working in Security. I went for a job interview yesterday and the interviewer was constantly asking questions about my stamina. I felt that my age was taken away from the experience I have. (25-30 years of experience). Sometimes I feel like I’m more qualified than the the interviewer. Maybe afraid that I might take their job.